listening to christmas music (the stone cathedral kind) on a pandora station while staring at a computer screen and composing html. no sleep for four days and I left my warmest sweater at the Slutcracker cast party on Friday. haven't had a day off in, like, god, a month? pain in my side and strange bruises. hypochondria gnawing at its ropes.
I need a christmas party, a fireplace, some hot cocoa, a road trip, a big pile of friends and/or family to sleep in, a statue of Buddha, an unexpected phone call, a hot tub, a quiet walk down a brick street, a kiss on the mouth with tongue, some good news, snow falling in streetlights, a kept promise.