I'm taking my time a little more than usual settling in after my trip. Making a few changes in my life - more yoga. More concessions to my hippy side. I bought a bike and have been riding almost every day. It's good for my leg and good exercise better for the world. Also, when I go zooming down the bikepath on a Sunday and smell wet grass, I'm jolted back to all the best parts of being fourteen.
I had a Shamanic healer draw the black spiderweb of my fear and loneliness that lived in my hip with a crystal. After that, all weekend, I was completing other people's sentences. There's a lot we don't understand.